capture that

bruised&&swollen

2009-07-06T00:41:00.000-07:00

when you trip and fall, do you stumble and bring everyone else with you? or do you stumble all alone? in the pitch black darkness?

2009-07-05T21:11:00.001-07:00

we built a bridge
but now its tumbling down
broken and cracked
when you thought other matters were so mind consuming,
you just don't realise there's bigger problems
"cos i've been there before,
and i'd seen it all"
but this time its serious
and perhaps i havn't seen it all
can we fill the gap?
rebuilt the bridge?

2009-06-20T07:20:00.000-07:00

they say you should try, no matter what it is.
how do you know when to try?
how do you know its worth it?
honestly, that its really, truly worth it?

physed lessons when its raining (:

2009-06-11T03:36:00.000-07:00

tiani's editing of my english oral speech. (:

one cartoon in part is the one of two slim men on either side of a man. it shows the dress of the men to be very native while only the eggs are seen. there dress is highly influenced by their regions be. this shows the medi port the slim men as religious and bed to the liefs. another cartpis two men arm with words in a curry, but topped by one of higher port than them. the tin underneath ate to english men. the art clearly shows that the slim poo are quick to mat and resort to violence as a result.

2009-06-06T01:27:00.000-07:00

close your eyes, drift away, loose yourself, lost in music.

that extra

2009-06-02T05:40:00.000-07:00

to reach that extra inch further, it takes so much effort, but its worth it all in the end.
either,
to cram that tiny bit more in,
to step that step over the line,
to stretch that much higher on your tiptoes,
to push that much more,
to see that sparkle, or
to say that extra something,
its worth it.

winterweather

2009-05-22T21:00:00.000-07:00

It’s the deceptions that lie underneath. Underneath all the layers of misconception. In the beginning it was good. However as time passes, the years passed, and it gradually built up. All the misconceptions all due to the lack of communication. Now we’re at the layer of deceptions, will it ever stop rising? -3/5/09

?

2009-05-20T05:18:00.000-07:00

when you're in denial, an incident comes along. it proves opposite to the denial. in such a case, it leaves you stranded, what do you do?

the beats.

2009-05-16T21:28:00.001-07:00

music is a big part of life. the upbeat rhythm or the slow tune. different music for different tastes. the songs that are played at parties, the songs played when you're with friends, the songs played on your ipod, the songs played where ever. the lyrics that are so catchy that they dont leave your head. the catchy lyrics that get stuck inside our heads. and half the time you sing, you dont even know what you're singing about or what you're actually singing. then whenever you play the song again, it reminds you of the memories or other stuff. that those three to four minutes of a song, can leave some meaningful message.

dedicated to T.

manhattan

2009-05-16T07:14:00.000-07:00

i dont want the unexpected, for once i just want the expected.

reliable sources

2009-05-16T07:09:00.000-07:00

when you're trying to find a source for infomation, dont be decieved by a mask of innocence. as much as you think the source is innocent, can you truly believe that they are? even though some sources show the fakeness visibly, some sources fake is so well, its believable. so is it friend or foe?

NO.

2009-05-16T07:06:00.000-07:00

dont make assumptions. even if you're 99% sure. just dont.

trances and such.

2009-05-14T03:35:00.000-07:00

Ever had the moments, where you find yourself lost in a trance? Thinking absentmindedly about totally irrelevant things to your surroundings? However it just seems relevant at the moment of time. Taking the time, to just reflect, you suddenly find yourself in the middle of thoughts. Thoughts going at a million miles a minute. Straining unnecessarily to figure out these thoughts. Just to get the burden off your back, trying to get all the crap out of your life. And just when it seems to go all right and perfect, it turns back the other way. Just to find yourself in the beginning once again, replaying yourself in the trance. A sense of deja vu.
-10:55pm 2/5/09 till now.

logic? or not?

2009-05-12T03:13:00.000-07:00

when you are inspired by something, an imagination is conjured up in your head. the source of inspiration is unlimited. as you're moving or dwelling on a matter, the brain just clicks. whether its text messages, an image, the sky, a person, a word or a feeling, the sources of inspiration keeps coming, keeps flowing. it leaves you feeling restless, or amongst that, another million different emotions. how you use these inspirations, only you know. its only logical.

untitled

2009-05-11T02:12:00.000-07:00

as you dig into it furiously, you find yourself suffering the consequences, of having it all blown into your face - to face the reality. when you're going through lengths of it, none of it satisfys you. just because its not long enough to whirl around, you find yourself wishing it would just stay together and not get broken up in the process.
oh...the joys of spagetti.

dedicated to miss x.

illusions & epiphany

2009-05-10T05:14:00.000-07:00

As you look at something straight in front of you,
you see past all the errors,
past all the flaws,
past all the mistakes,
past all the deceptions,
but in actual fact its the real thing,
its the reality,
all that was daunted on you was the illusion you created,
the mental representation of something you had,
but then came the epiphany,
the sudden realisation of the essence of that something.

imagine

2009-05-10T03:25:00.000-07:00

Imagining the worst,
is the only thing that hurts the most,
and the one thing that you'll remember,
forever.

falling asleep

2009-05-10T03:16:00.000-07:00

I wanna fall asleep to a place where the star shines bright and sparkly on a midnight blue sky.
I wanna fall asleep to a place where its full of glowing lights and a city that never sleeps.

significant or not?

2009-05-09T20:41:00.000-07:00

Its those things that you never notice, that are kept to the minimal. Its when you think those things were never significant enough to be paid attention to. The things that never caught you eye in a huge crowd. The things that didn't catch your eye, because there was always something else. Something else more significant, of higher importance. But suddenly, if you took notice of these things, if you didn't pay attention to something else instead of these things, if only it caught your eye. It could have changed everything. Leaving you wishing you paid attention to those insignificant things, not taking it for granted.

But, hey, who was to know it would matter?
That those significant things were actually so
significant?

-11:07pm 2/5/09 song> "When love takes over" by David Guetta ft Kelly Rowland

Counting.

2009-05-09T20:34:00.000-07:00

When you start to count, you find you can't count past even one.
When you realise the loneliness is caused by your own fault.
When you know the people you once believed in,
When you know the people you once loved,
When you know the people you once confided in,
When you know the people you once shopped with,
When you know the people you once grew up with,
When you finally realise that they have changed,
When you finally realise that they have moved on,
When you finally realise that they have gone,
When you finally realise that they have given you a chance,
When you finally realised that it was too late...

A...

2009-05-03T20:47:00.000-07:00

A night full of surprises.
A hallway full of discovery.
A bag full of abstractness.
A lullaby full of uniqueness.
A secret full of whispers.
A trip full of adventure.
A doorway full of opportunities.
So unlimited. So much. So little time

A life full of revealing things.

nerves

2009-04-03T11:44:00.000-07:00

Those moments of shock and nervousness, that hit you like an epidemic. What do you do? Why do you do it? When do you do it? The butterflies in your stomach just want to explode. Just burst through. You can feel the nerves slowly building up. Building up that you can’t breath. But suddenly in that second you have a moment of doubt. That you’ll be fine. However, that second of doubt is all that takes to give you confidence, you’ll be fine. As the moment comes, the moment that brought on the wave of nervousness, you feel nervous all over again. So much for the moment of doubt. -3/5/09

why choose?

2008-08-24T05:25:00.000-07:00

when you have two paths
and you know why to choose one path,
but you chose the other.

15mintuesss

2008-08-24T05:23:00.000-07:00

its overwhelming what you can find out in 15mins. you can find out something you thought would never be said, never been thought, never happen, or never be true.
You also realise who really are u're true friends and who you thought were friends. And simply, i now know.